Friday, July 24, 2009

oops!

I apologize for all my spelling and grammer mistakes with the previous blog but I'm at work and updating on my phone, which is a bit of a challenge.

=)

at work

It is no secret that I am not a morning person. I've been waking up early lately cuz of work and even I can tell how much it's affected my mood. Boo!!

This summer is turning out to be pretty good..besided the weather. Althought I must say how surprised I am how things have changed so fast. I don't know what it is..it's more of a feeling I have where things just aren't the same. I'm probably just being paranoid..but never the less, I still can't shake the feeling that she's still mad at me, and this is why we don't speak as often anymore. Or maybe it's cuz (even thought I already apologized) I still haven't forgiven myself).

Anyways, yesterday I want to see Harry Potter with my sis, Nando, Joshie, and Jonio. It was really good (long, but good). The movie didn't start on time, so we all got movie vouchers for a free movie! My sister and I are going to use them to see The Ugly Truth on Sunday. :) We have a date! Lol But that's not what I wanted to share about yesterday..so..my dad did an oil change for us on Saturday. My sis drove the car allll weeekend, and then started to notice that there was a funny noise coming from what sounded like the inside of the engine.t But the car was driving fine. I even called over Brad (who It ALWAYS run to when I have car troubles) and he said he didn't know what the sound was, and we'll have it checked out and in the mean time I can still drive it b/c it was driving fine besides the noise. Sooo..yesterday rolls around and on our way back from my aunts house after seeing the movie, my sister and I had to pull over on Sheppard cuz the noise was much much worse!! Wanna know what the problems was?? My dad REMOVED the front passenger wheel and didn't tighten the bolts when he put it back on. Thank God the wheel didn't fly off while we were driving..Shayne said we were extremely lucky since the wheel was practically falling off when he came to look at it. But seriously, dad? Why would you even remove the wheel if you're just changing the oil?!?! I'm just glad it didn't cost us anything to fix.

I'm sooo bored at work! I can't wait til this evening so I can get drunk!! I feel like this week was super long and I really need to unwind.

*sigh..Jayne needs a man people. A good man, preferably older..I'd go as old as 35..old guys are HOT! Who has a job that makes him happy, who can cook, who dresses well, and who has good morales. He also needs to be able to cook well, b/c let's face it the way to MY heart is through my stomach. And he should be funny, and sarcastic like myself. How come guys can't be like guys on tv? My sis and I were watching Grey's Anatomy last night which is where all of this day dreaming of my McDreamy is coming from.
Ok..that's enough rambling for one day. I guess I should do some work..ta-ta!!

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Twas a grand weekend.

It's been awhile since I updated...I blog when I have nothing else to do, and lately life's been kinda busy...but yet still surprisinly boring. Anyways..I went camping this weekend to Rushing River out in Onatrio. I've never been before but FUCK it was a good time. Wins' bro Mikey and his fam are so funny! Especially the chidren. Madison actually yelled the phrase: "OH MY GOD! Where are all the guns?!" She was referring to water guns, but never the less...still pretty trippy. I cut my foot on the rocks tho, as we were thru the water and down onto the rapids (or where the river is rushing..hence the name: Rushing River...heh? heh? *nudges elbow*), I also: freaked out when I saw the HUGEST spider in my tent. One of the twins came over and consoled me. I ate hashbrowns deep fried in bacon fat that was so amazing!! I slipped and fell off the dock and into the water, I got dirty, WET underwear in the face b/c Winston is a bully and needed his revenge after the water fight. I got pushed into the water b/c Winston is a bully and needed his revegne AGAIN! I got attacked by a bug that almost made me fall in the fire pit! and..yeah! There were a lot of things that happened to me this weekend, and some of them aren't that pleasant...but it was still super fun and I can't wait to go next year!

My sister is now unemployed. She got laid off about a month ago. I thought it would make things harder at home cuz she tends to be more cranky when she has nothing else to do, but she's proving to be an excellent house-wife to me! hahahaha! Just Kidding! But it's been nice to come home and have everything clean and dinner almost ready. hahaha

I just read James Patterson's "Sunday's at Tiffanys". It was really interesting..but I'm still not quite sure if I like it that much. I need new reading material. OR a summer reading list! What should I start with?

Also, I've gotten so much sun in the past two weeks I look fucking ridiculous! I have ugly tan lines, and my face is dark, and my arms don't match and my nose is red...but as much as I complain I'm still happy cuz it's the price I pay for a good weekend. I don't want to downplay how funny I look right now, if you saw my tan lines you'd know. Today when we were at the beach and was wearing my bathing suite, it almost looked like I was wearing another bathing suit underneath because my skin is so uneven! haha

Did you know that this is the first Harry Potter movie where I haven't seen it opening day? I'm so ashamed!

OK...so I talked about my weekend, my sister, what I just finished reading, and now my tan lines, Harry Potter....what should I mention next?

hmmm...let's see. Lately I've been feeling a little down at myself with how I'm handling a certain situation...ooooorrrrrrr let's just say that my love life is too complicated. I liked when things were un-complicated. Where I was so blissfully un-aware and I only had to concentrate on me. I am annoyed at myself for not being the kind of person I want to be. The kind of person who doesn't really care about other peoples feelings. Ugh! But I'm not this kind of person, b/c I think that I will always put others peoples needs before my own which pleases everyone but me. I really wish I were the type to be selfish. BAH! I'm rambling b/c I don't really know what I want. I just know that I like being single. I don't think that I'm playing this "single card" as well as I play the "girlfriend card" but WHATEVS! Live and learn and try not to make the same mistakes twice.


ok..here's my secret of the day. I like to blog after I smoke up sometimes. When I re-read what I wrote I think "what the heck am I talking about?" and it makes for a good laugh.

ttfn!