Love.Sex.Pain

Ugh..BOYS! Need I say more?

I'm starting to get freaked out by the fact that I'm 25 and I have no idea where I'm going to be in 5 years. I mean, when I was young I always thought I'd be married and have children by now. Or at least have someone in my life who I can imagine havin babies with. Isn't it scary? How life turns out?? I wish I had someone back then to tell me how hard it is to be 20-something. Having no direction, no sense of purpose. And most importantly, I don't have anyone to answer to. For the most part I like that about my life right now. But it get's old....lonely. I mean, I've been in a "couple" before. And I'm good at it. It's nice to have someone to hold me accountable for my actions, and just to have someone who's always there. Telling me what's up, my hair is ugly today, there's a piece of food on your face, etc etc. hahaha...that probably sounds so retarded, but hey! that's the kinda stuff I miss the most about being in a relationship.

Anyways, what else is new with me?
I've started a Tuesday high night with some pals. We've only had two so far, and the first one was just random. I scored some dope bud on Monday for my sis' bday and I had to share it with some of my girlfriends. And well, that day turned into the first day we rolled and smoked a cross-joint. Or as we call it, a "T" joint....for Tuesdays! haha! And now we're going to upgrade to different ways to smoking bud. Next week, the bong! hahahaha...oh the single life? Does it get any better than this?? I think not! But..good times, these Tuesdays have been so far!

OH..and I guess I should mention what I've been mentioning to practically everyone I know...If you have any single friends that you think I may be interested in....SEND 'EM MY WAY!
*sigh...Jayne needs a winter boyfriend!