fading..

I feel like time is moving by so quickly..and yet at an incredibly slow pace.

I'm not young enough to be careless with the decisions I make with my life but I'm not old enough to REALLY start caring.

I'm just at a loss right now. I have so many questions about my life and what to do with my life, and where I'm going to be in the next few years, and where do I even WANT to be. What do I want for myself? Do I want a husband? What kind of career will I have? What kind of career do I want? Should I go back to school? Can I even afford to go back to school? How come I'm not happy?

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Even my blog has no real direction.
It's just entries and entries of non-sense!