Twas a grand weekend.

It's been awhile since I updated...I blog when I have nothing else to do, and lately life's been kinda busy...but yet still surprisinly boring. Anyways..I went camping this weekend to Rushing River out in Onatrio. I've never been before but FUCK it was a good time. Wins' bro Mikey and his fam are so funny! Especially the chidren. Madison actually yelled the phrase: "OH MY GOD! Where are all the guns?!" She was referring to water guns, but never the less...still pretty trippy. I cut my foot on the rocks tho, as we were thru the water and down onto the rapids (or where the river is rushing..hence the name: Rushing River...heh? heh? *nudges elbow*), I also: freaked out when I saw the HUGEST spider in my tent. One of the twins came over and consoled me. I ate hashbrowns deep fried in bacon fat that was so amazing!! I slipped and fell off the dock and into the water, I got dirty, WET underwear in the face b/c Winston is a bully and needed his revenge after the water fight. I got pushed into the water b/c Winston is a bully and needed his revegne AGAIN! I got attacked by a bug that almost made me fall in the fire pit! and..yeah! There were a lot of things that happened to me this weekend, and some of them aren't that pleasant...but it was still super fun and I can't wait to go next year!

My sister is now unemployed. She got laid off about a month ago. I thought it would make things harder at home cuz she tends to be more cranky when she has nothing else to do, but she's proving to be an excellent house-wife to me! hahahaha! Just Kidding! But it's been nice to come home and have everything clean and dinner almost ready. hahaha

I just read James Patterson's "Sunday's at Tiffanys". It was really interesting..but I'm still not quite sure if I like it that much. I need new reading material. OR a summer reading list! What should I start with?

Also, I've gotten so much sun in the past two weeks I look fucking ridiculous! I have ugly tan lines, and my face is dark, and my arms don't match and my nose is red...but as much as I complain I'm still happy cuz it's the price I pay for a good weekend. I don't want to downplay how funny I look right now, if you saw my tan lines you'd know. Today when we were at the beach and was wearing my bathing suite, it almost looked like I was wearing another bathing suit underneath because my skin is so uneven! haha

Did you know that this is the first Harry Potter movie where I haven't seen it opening day? I'm so ashamed!

OK...so I talked about my weekend, my sister, what I just finished reading, and now my tan lines, Harry Potter....what should I mention next?

hmmm...let's see. Lately I've been feeling a little down at myself with how I'm handling a certain situation...ooooorrrrrrr let's just say that my love life is too complicated. I liked when things were un-complicated. Where I was so blissfully un-aware and I only had to concentrate on me. I am annoyed at myself for not being the kind of person I want to be. The kind of person who doesn't really care about other peoples feelings. Ugh! But I'm not this kind of person, b/c I think that I will always put others peoples needs before my own which pleases everyone but me. I really wish I were the type to be selfish. BAH! I'm rambling b/c I don't really know what I want. I just know that I like being single. I don't think that I'm playing this "single card" as well as I play the "girlfriend card" but WHATEVS! Live and learn and try not to make the same mistakes twice.


ok..here's my secret of the day. I like to blog after I smoke up sometimes. When I re-read what I wrote I think "what the heck am I talking about?" and it makes for a good laugh.

ttfn!